endorphinehaze

Title: Sakura
Pairing: Ron/Draco
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: AU, Slash, Angst, Bastard!Harry, Terribly written sex scenes Xb, very dark, implied past non-con, crossover
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters and situations created and owned by JK Rowling, various publishers including but not limited to Bloomsbury Books, Scholastic Books and Raincoast Books, and Warner Bros., Inc. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended...Also I have nothing to do with CLAMP either.
Progress: WIP
Summary: This is and Alternate retelling of the last three books but obviously with a RWDM twist. 

( Tear Five ) 
( Year Six )

It's been a little while since I've made one of these. This is Fakir from Princess Tutu...turning into a tree.

Enjoy!!

( Cut because these are pretty huge XD )

I've come to the conclusion that effects suck!...or was it that I suck at effects....oh well it doesn't matter all I know is that the guy who designed After Effects needs to be shot in the face!! Seriously, I can't find a god damn thing in that program!!! Also, what was wrong with integrating the concept of AF into Premier? I think it was just a ploy to get more money out of the consumers and, possibly, to piss us off!

*Is starting to think that she should have upgraded to Vegas rather than Adobe a few years ago*

So for the new AMV I'm working on I decided it was finally about time I learn how to do masking. It takes a crazy long time to do but so far I'm really happy with the results :)

( Check this out: )

OMG it's been a while since I've posted anything o.O Hasn't really been much to post about anyway :p

I did feel the need to share this though:

http://iLike.com/s/9K7fs

I love her voice so much. Cant wait to get my hands on her new album.
 

To all who have ever suffered from anxiety in the past or who suffer with it now please know that you have my sympathies. The only way I thought I could ever feel like this is if I was dying.

( Cut to spare all those who don't wish to read about my self-loathing )

So I just realized that I posted this on my Myspace last night (this morning really Xb) but forgot to share it here with you guys XD.

( Prove it to me. )

I was just playing around with photoshop now that I've finally gotten it to work again and figured I'd make a Sakura themed background. Maybe someday I'll dust off my old drawing pencils and make some proper fanart for it but until then this is what I've come up with. The quote used is from future parts of the fic (a part I haven't even finished writing yet).

Please tell me what you think of it and feel free to use it for what ever you want. I only ask that you give me credit if you do.

I'm still stuck. Never actually ended up brainstorming with Tabby...just hung out and caught up on a bunch of stuff with her.

I think I'm just going to put it aside for today and maybe try again tomorrow...see if I can come up with something that I actually like then. Perhaps I should meditate on the matter :)

I'm re-reading Pigs Don't Fly by Mary Brown again. Perhaps that will help me since that book always seems to inspire me. It's my favorite though I don't really know why.
 

Yup I'm still awake and just trying to kill time so that I can feed Sunny and go to bed (that way I don't have to worry about him waking me up in an hour)


( cut for size )

Holy crap! Where the hell did this week go?

I'm looking forward to my day off tomorrow (today?). I'll be spending it helping Tabitha and Colleen clean their old apartment but that's okay. They promised me Wendy's and it's been a really long time since we've hung out just the three of us (that is I'm assuming Britt isn't going to be involved anyway).

I have a lot of ideas I'd like to bounce off of Taby for Sakura. I love brainstorming sessions with her whenever I feel stuck on something and maybe Colleen will have some good ideas too (though I don't think she's read much of Sakura yet).

I should probably go to bed and get some sleep but most likely I'm going to re-read HBP some more. I'm so close to finishing year six I can't stand that I'm having writer's block now. I have the ending all mapped out I'm just not quite there yet. Just one or two more scenes and then it'll be smooth sailing from then on.

Maybe it'll be bad luck to say this but I hope to be posting regular updates for Sakura in a month or so (maybe sooner if today proves productive).

I just know there's going to be some e-mails in my inbox now to tell me what a geek I am but I don't care. :)

I was hoping that I would be done with year six of Sakura by now but alas life had other ideas these past few months. Due to real life, my short attention span and Fallout 3 there's still a lot of work that needs to be done before I start posting stuff for it again.

It's getting done - It's just getting done very slowly.

This is a video I found on youtube a while back.
I DID NOT MAKE THIS!!!!
I love it because it's so powerful and really makes you feel something.

http://www.landoverbaptist.org/news0702/wiccans.html

I'm not entirely sure how this was suposed to make me, as a wiccan, feel but I can tell you that it did have me nearly rolling on the floor in laughter.

Not only do they point their fingers at the teenage gothic community and call them all satan worshiping "wiccans" but also go as far as to tell their followers that Catholic preists are Wiccan coven leaders!!

All of the addvertisments also manage to add to the humor of it all. I so want a heathen or witch t-shirt now XD

Anybody who knows me, even just a little bit, knows that I'm an animal person. I LOVE animals. In fact about the only living things I don't like are cockroaches and humans. I'm the type of person that carefully picks up the spider to put it back outside (and as some people can tell you I can be pretty mad if I catch anyone else stepping on it). Now that I have that character trait out in the open we come to the point of this rant:

( He's MY cat!! )

So I'm starting to work on another video. That means that work o Sakura is going to slow down some more...sorry. I really with my muse would stop fucking with me XD It happened when I sat down to write and I put on some music (a playlist I always play when I'm writing) and during one of the songs I stopped and was like "Holy crap!! Why didn't I think of this before?!" And then I closed out Word and started working on the audio to get it ready for editing.

Sakura's going to get finished someday I swear it!!

It's official...Guitar Hero is like crack. Not only did i play for almost three hours last night trying to unlock the Tool songs but then I spent almost two hours playing them until I got them right O.o And tonight I played for maybe four hours and even though my hand hurt I couldn't stop...Damn Steve and his insisting that I "try it out." He knew what was going to happen.

Tonight after work I have to make sure I sit down and write at least a little or else Sakura will never get done. Hopefully he'll be up most of the night playing it so I wont be :D

( And all of the info that goes with it... )

So my computer has decided that it needs a break form editing for the day :( That's alright since I should really rewatch the second and third movies before continuing work on it anyway. It wouldn't be the first time that particular scenes don't play out quite the way I remember them to and I should be a little more familliar with the footage before I start working with it (not like I haven't seen the Lord of the Rings movies a thousand times already :b)

It does give me the perfect excuse to steal the TV from Steve for the day...(we'll ignore the fact that I really should get my Christmas shopping done today with Christmans being in 4 days and all)

Happy Yule and Blessed be.

Here's how it goes....
1. Pick 20 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDB and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them in a note for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDB search functions. That's cheating and it ruins the fun.

 

1. Accomplice? I'm going to tell them the whole thing was your idea.
2. I ask only for the strength to defend my people! --Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring--Vikki
3. Release me fast or you will have to answer for this heinous act.
4. Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it.  nxdeed --American History X
5. We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race.
6. We both had half of a full life, which was somehow enough for us. But not for them.
7. This famous linguist once said that of all the phrases in the English language, of all the endless combinations of words in all of history, that Cellar Door is the most beautiful.
8. Y'know, this was supposed to be my weekend off, but noooo. You got me out here draggin' your heavy ass through the burnin' desert with your dreadlocks stickin' out the back of my parachute.
9. Components. American components, Russian Components, ALL MADE IN TAIWAN!
10. The perfect blossom is a rare thing. You could spend your life looking for one, and it would not be a wasted life.
11. ... he ran into my knife ten times. --Chicago--Vikki
12. Ah, good morning. Can I interest you in some nipples of Venus?
13. I will not be the weak link!
14. Nobody puts Baby in a corner. --Dirty Dancing -- Stephanie
15. It is truth, but truth is not always appearance.
16. Jesus said... the Kingdom of God is inside you, and all around you, not in mansions of wood and stone.
17. The heart dies a slow death, shedding each hope like leaves. Until one day there are none. --memoirs of a geisha--Stephanie
18. I move the stars for no one.
19. My flattery makes you uncomfortable?... Because compliments in your family are usually for some else. The elder sister... That's something I understand. What it is to be the second child. Forever in the shadows...
20. He's not my father. He's my lover.

(just to let everyone know this is shared between my LJ and Facebook)